Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
This is, perhaps, the first time, I speak of love. Maybe because, this is the first time I understand love.
‘As it finds its way into the deepest corners,
And holds its breath, as destiny honours.
Erupts in ecstacy in the heart,
Feel it take over every part.
Hault, love is not a wave, not an upsurge.
Breathlessness and the lonely urge.
Breeze after the storm, love after its torn.’
Beautiful and serene, a rainbow after the storm~ This is how it is defined.
But the sudden eruption is not love. The sudden eruption is the foundation of the building about to be formed. Love is the building, love is the feeling of helplessness in the absence after the excitement dies. Love is just how beautifully the roots of the two hearts are intertwined, that even after the excitement wears out, the beauty of togetherness remains the only ecstasy.
Initially, everyone and everything seems perfect; but as time unfolds every secret, falling in love with the imperfections is love, laughing together at little mistakes is love, smiling and feeling complete even while fighting because the trust doesn’t seem to disappear is love.
It grows with every breath and never ends. And at every place where love is formed, it is different. It is not what is shown in movies, it is not what is read in books. Like every person has a unique set of fingerprints, every person has a unique way to love. Love the way you're loved, no one can love you the same way.
The dependence on a person is not love.
But gaining strength from love is love.
Yes, love cannot be put in words. Love cannot be defined. For those who think, love is easy- it is not. Love requires strength, sacrifice, compromise- all with a smile coming from the depth of the soul and clarity of heart.
Let go of love. Its yours to keep.
Queen of Blah signing off. :)